Next Step?

So at the moment im doing absolutely sweet FA with my life. Ive got all these plans and ambitions yet no motivation to go out and do them!
I'm planning on doing a HEFC course in september '11 and also a spanish unilang so that in september '12 i can start university. yes, 3 years late but atleast its an option.
I'm currently looking for work and having zero luck!! I've tried everything and everywhere in Newcastle, so ive started looking at work abroad, atleast for the summer. Its so frustrating and stressful trying to find work in this day and age! GRR. I hate not having any money, i need clothes, holidays, etc!
Ive found a studio which welcomes unknown, starting-off artists so im going to go check that out some time next week and see if they'll let me do some artwork with them for free even, just to get out the house...

Holiday in Spaainnn.

Well just got back from Spain a couple of days ago and all in all was a good holiday. Got to see my mum and dad, my dogs, got to go out clubbing a couple of times in benidorm. Only went twice though because on the second night i got absolutely drunk out of my mind and embarassed myself infront of EVERYONE. So after that my mum wouldnt let me go out clubbing again haha. I'm 19 so she cant really tell me what to do but i was staying at her house so out of respect i listened to her :// .

                                    -  Dont get this weather in newcastle! or a view that amazing!

                                                   - Me and my friend sinead drunk.

                                                   - My baby Bella beann.

                                                - My big baby Charliee :)

                                                     -Classy, NOT! lol.

So yeah good holiday eating spanish foood and sunbathing. Cant wait to go again! I miss my mum and dad noww!